Weakling

I feel like the absence of the sunshine has influenced my excessive sleepiness. I’ve hated my early morning alarm clock; waking up has been literally painful. I don’t like to admit it but I’ve taken a long nap… three days in a row! Today I fell asleep watching Titanic and felt rather guilty for napping while Morgan finished the dishes. In the semi-unconsciousness of my nap I could hear those plates bangin’ against the sink. She’s got three cute kiddos and pushes through the exhaustion that comes from the inability to sleep because of a ten-month old in order to serve her family so beautifully. But here I am, a lazy mother of zero, sleeping on the couch while she does the homemaking. Cor, you fool! I want to make my singlehoodedness worthwhile as I’m advantaged with much more time and energy. Oh, little heart of mine, don’t justify our sluggishness because of the lack of energy from the sun but fight to be servant-hearted in your attempt to glorify God in the practical workings of young life! Also, I want to be helpful to Mor. She’s the bee’s knees!!